最近工作好忙, 雖然加了薪水
雖然也算是不錯了(以我的經驗)
但是總是有點不滿足..
總覺得每天時間都不夠用
每天都好多人找我, 電話一直響, 手機一直響
回家後還會想...今天什麼還沒做, 明天要做什麼
雖然都記下來了, 可是....還是會有事情因為沒寫到而忘記
或許這是個很好的機會
一個公司從沒有到有的過程這樣應該算是順利的吧
可以慶幸的是沒有資金的壓力
雖然背後有老大在撐腰
但也是要有一點成績, 不然也沒辦法交代~
好忙, 也好想你.
不敢再打電話給你, 不敢傳簡訊
不知道是怕再受傷害, 還是只是純粹的逃避
不敢再去聽到你的任何消息
放假一直跟朋友出去
害怕一個人獨處, 怕想太多...
最近好想念以前的生活,
好想要每個星期五去live oak打球
打完球跟妳去吃晚餐
想要在LAQ上班跟那些常客&員工聊聊天
下班後就結帳,
每個月第一個星期六早上的開會
沒事就跟妳去mall逛逛
偶爾去一下vegas跟outlet
情人節去的san diego
沒事可以開蓬的s2000
就算沒有初戀的熱忱也有穩定的感情
但都沒有了....
我一直認為我算是個很靠自己的人
買車買東西也是自己賺的錢, 但是
回到台灣的我什麼都沒有了
車賣了, 也失去了自由
在公司很多人都說什麼我爸媽罩我 怎樣怎樣
我也沒拿他們的錢
說什麼"你這麼有錢怕什麼, or 這對你來說沒什麼吧" etc etc....
I hate it when ppl say that!
My mom always tell me "don't be ashame of who you are"
I'm not ashamed, I just don't like it when people say things about me that arent true.
I guess this song suits me for my mood tonight~
I'LL MOVE ON
This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality
Down this path faced with many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away
Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I? Where do I stand?
A little lost here
But I'll remember
All those times you've bought me through
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near
I'll move on I'll go on
Lord I will take your hand
And you will guide me along
Survive thru' this storm
So I say come what may
I'll hold on to my hope
Yes I will walk down this road
And my passion drive will lead me on
Here I am Once again caught in the rain
Looking back I've come so far and I want to carry on
Take a step at a time it's alright
Even through this rain
I want to smile again
Don't hold back now
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I? Where do I stand?
A little lost here
But I'll remember
All those times you've bought me thru'
I can feel the sun shining down on me
Here I am Here I am
Lord I will take your hand
And you will guide me along
Survive thru' this storm
So I say come what may
I'll hold on to my hope
Yes I will walk down this road
And my passion drive will lead me on
留言列表
